once again,
i'm afraid of being hurt.
the fear is not gone yet.
what am i supposed to do?

if there is no trust, why will there be love?
can anyone tell me?


tml gg lum lum's chalet, i can have many many stingrays!
row, don't be sad. although we did apart for some time,
but my friendship will nvr end. trust me. take good care of yourself.

rained @ 11:45 PM

TEARS.


i do take jokes seriously, that's who i am.
not happy, forget it.
it's has been so long that i cried for an argument.
way too long.
the way he act was like yw
this is the second time that someone who pushed me.

i hope there wont be the second time.

working is tough, D:

rained @ 10:54 PM

today only sell till 1k plus.
baby come find me for dinner. ^^HE KEEP SEE GIRLS LOH PLEASE! D:
hmmm. i wonder why are they so rich. D:
today i saw a lovely old angmoh couple. age around 50 - 60 plus.
they are so sweet and lovely. the old lady wanted the dress so much, but only one size, which is just nice, but if she eat then will be damn tight. she keep thinking then tell me she ask her husband come.

one or two hour later, they really come back, how sweet loh! if they were singaporean, i guess the husband will kpkb scold the wife waste money right? LOL
the angmoh husband just tell the wife, if you like it, just buy.
but the wife don't want waste money. but the husband physco her tell her it's ok.
then we give them 5% discount. ^^ happy ending uh!
it's like, how i wish my future husband and i were like them next time.
so sweet, but mostly singaporean man grow old will find other old girls uh?? D:
no picture for today. very tired. D:

to julian & xinyi - i ask you transfer to my shop you say "myra say cannot, too bad", sound so sacarstic. nb. WHO ASK YOU SO SHORT, that's why myra don't give you come my workplace because you only can carry toys like a toh pee kiddo, but not LONG DRESSES. =p kkeas, love. ^^

p.s - the long dresses in the shop are lovely! but very long leh, like wedding gown somemore is UK size. LOL. i don't care, i want it! but dresses over there, min. $200 and above. D: once i get my pay, i will grab them!

rained @ 11:55 PM

pardon me, i am damn camwhore today! don't know why, maybe first time dress till so formal.
first day of work, was GOOD! the shop is so grand luh please! shop name : COAST . sell those kind of prom dress, maxi dress and dining tops. OMG loh. LOL. guess how much i sold today? $2.8k+!! i beat everyone's target sial.
got one indian tourist lady wanted to try out 10 tops, i suggested 3 shawls and tops for her. she bought all. total she bought 13 tops and shawls. total : $2,200. plus i sold one dress at $400 earlier. so total i've sold 14 dress. equals $2,800 plus. omg sial. they all so rich! should have make friends with them. =x first day let the company earn so much, not bad uh? LOL. but no commission. D: if not, 5% commission = $100+.
they said if hit target then got commission, but is share among the staff.
i am so happy that i break record loh. supervisor also impressed. LOL.
the ppl there are friendly too. but they say got one back stabber. must be careful. LOL.
not bad luh, at least my name tag is a fashion advisor, not a staff. ^^
finish work early, at 7pm. baby 5.30 reach paragon. wait till 7pm for me.
i feel so bad loh. SORRY BABY~
went to MOS burger had dinner, then to his place slack slack till 10.30pm.
cause since i working, i 11pm can reach home. ^^

alright. going to orh orh already, tml working at 1.30 to 9.45pm.
enjoy my camwhor-ing~!

p.s - julian shocked i work robinsons sial, but i work another department luh, julian toh pee! you better call myra tml to transfer you to COAST! hit target got commission!! ^^ toopi know i come back home he come to me loh. so adorable!! ^^

rained @ 11:53 PM

aren't he damn freaking cute!!!!!?
LOL. of cos luh, my darling ok! =D
natelie and xinyi, seriously, im cuter than him, don't jealous! ^^
baby fell in love with toopi also. but!
he dropped toopi ytd at bbq~ D:
yup, his name was call toopi instead of toh pee. i don't know why also.
lol.i going crazy with him. he shit at night, cry at night, want to carry. wtf.
i slp a few hours only. D: *he now stare at me while i bad mouth him here* =x
ltr need go city hall sign my part time work. then to serangoon take stocks. then to amk. argh. need to bring him out again. he so young scare he kena sick for keep going out. D: but i carry him in the carrier bad for pets. then tml work, don't know whr he go, maybe go cousin house. LOL.
i haven buy : toothbrush and tooth paste, comb/brush, rubber bone. others are not important. lazy go buy sial. pet lovers so expensive, comb/brush need to go daiso. =x rubber bone anywhere, his teeth machiam gold make one. toothpaste and brush so so ex! D:
a big responsibility indeed.

p.s - ytd baby and i went to uncle's condo for cousin birthday bbq, i found an mp3 beside the swimming pool. all my uncle and auntie saw it but nvr take. they saw put whole day already. =.=
so i take lo. baby got ipod le. so i keep. it is exactly same as i bought it for daddy's birthday present. =.= but GUESS WHAT? inside all my daddy song. LOL. kidding luh. all michael jackson song. behind the mp3 got a sticker written "australia". i think those angmoh or else is ppl go australia buy back sg. LOL. the swimming pool area also no ppl. so, too bad.

rained @ 9:28 AM

yup, pictures are uploaded!
I CAN'T WAIT FOR MY PUPPY TO ARRIVE~~ woots.
LOL. thanks lum, seriously. ^^
today went to bf's house then out with his mum tgt to dinner,
because his mum bring him go don't know sign what paper. ^^
bought puppy's stuffs nearly want my life, cost nearly $100 for only shampoo, big pack dry food, and water bottle. water bottle already cost me 20 bucks!
anyway, i gg to work another job at paragon!!!!!
omgosh. so grand there, but now broke liao, i work there also no money to spend there, must work then return money to people first. D:
k luh, at least not bad, i got gucci, burberry and LV. =x
i want to be a workaholic now. ^^ baby say he wanna fetch me from work.
tml rowena and i open a booth at flea market @ SAM musuem.
LOL. the musuem is mine! cause it named sam. HAHAHA. k, i know is lame.
our booth is in the middle. so you ppl come support ok!!! ^^
baby say want fetch me there, but hor,
i 6.30 go find baby, then 1pm need reach toh payoh, 3plus need go rowena's house. so i think when i go rowena's house, baby can find his friend slack loh. but i whole day outside at musuem. scared my puppy cannot tahan, cause only two month, want ask baby take care for me first till end of th day but my puppy put on his hands is so scary, ltr he kill my puppy. D: LOL. i'm worried loh. baby so scary. his brothers more scary. ltr all bully my pup. hahas. k luh, gg to pom pom. these days i keep spending money, should stop now. tata~

p.s - last pic is being forced. D: LOL

to spammers - good doggies, glad to see you spam again, continue to spam, visit somemore!! you spam also can't do you any good. LOL. like that i can earn more also~

rained @ 9:54 PM

TO ALL SPAMMERS, GOOD DOGGIES. *actually i going to have one soon* but you all also don't mind can be my dog. LOL. OR MAYBE A PARROT? lol. WOAH, i think i owe a bird park or pet shop sial?

hahas, the spammers are so obedient.
i tell them real samuel got '.' behind, they follow,
somemore they USE my name to those spammers,
if you see those msg like,
"samantha - all spammers : don't talk so much luh, see who stronger on bed" or "you all want can fcuk me, don't like that say samuel"
hahas, those who know me well, should know that i wouldn't be so disgusting to write on this.

xiao pia kia'S',
come on luh, how old are you sial. no happy call police loh. police most zai liao. your geylang area how big only? peanut luh. LOL.
don't need use spam to scare me. LOL. i think you should even call me jie jie loh. i scared till want to wait for you come out talk sial.
you're not YP at all, you are small kids. bring disgrace to the world. parents nvr teach, teachers also nvr teach. i think your generation brainless. if you think that i offend you, yes, i am.
what can you do? i told you already, you hate samuel so much, you tell me straight la. come here self acting also no money.
IN FACT! I WANT TO THANK YOU~ ^^ for helping me to bring my blog alive! somemore can earn money using nuffnang everytime you visit. ^^


** got a clueeee~ heard that the name who is spamming is start with letter 'n'.

p.s - tml then upload pictures! very lazy. LOL. ^^

rained @ 11:27 PM